My Living Home

Lost in a maelstrom

acelewis — Tue, 13 May 2008 05:26:00 GMT

I haven't written in a while.

I'm back.

Not sure what will happen to My Living Home. The website I mean.

I'm sad,

I had such great visions for my child but not enough financies to support the manifestation of the dream.

So now,

I'm in the quandrary of what is the future of my child.

I'm having a friend look at the website to help advise me and also going to work with someone on discipline.

Something about it rings true, but I'm not sure discipline to what. I've stayed true to the vision for some years now.

I got into an orgy of writing, healing, researching. Sort of the opposite sequence but whatever.

I did get the idea to send out some of my tradesmen odes to tradesmen associations.

That was electric!

Wish me hope and faith. :-)

acelewis — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:26:00 GMT

Thanks for the lovely comments, don't yet know how to respond to comments. :-)

To continue the story of My Living Home.

I go to the bookstore to start work and I get that I need to work on the home. That the home is the base of a person's existence here.

I had noticed that many people working on a spiritual path tended to be flighty and I myself had to work on grounding.

acelewis — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 04:46:00 GMT

I've been on a very long journey inward. 7 years. The journey isn't finished.

However, I've decided that I needed to come out and start speaking. For so long I've been growing this baby inside of me.

Perhaps what I've created is too large. In these days where niche marketing is all the rage, I went the opposite direction.

I'm talking about one of my websites. The My Living Home website.

I thought it was going to be a place where tradesmen could find work. Where independent tradesmen could post their ads

I had first written a business plan. The website was supposed to be a bridge between the tradesman and the homeowner.

It was odd, as I knew very little about tradesmen. However, I had met someone. Isn't that the way it always is with us girls?

And he was a tradesman!

This was his vision and because it was his, it became mine. Twin flames I think they call it. The other half of me. Not that he likes the idea

This is starting to be the beginning of a long story, so I have to figure out a way to end it but,

suffice it to say that the being who was mute til she was nearly 5 has finally decided to speak out in the public forum!

Thank you for letting me have a place to bare my soul. I love Artella and Marney and I'm sure I'll love all of you!